dude,it's raining~~~! i wan to sleep more arhhhh

anyway i still need to wake up........

so i went down at took a cab to take my i.c,after delaying so long X)
it was weird becaue it started at rm3...n the meter is quite the fast.i was sweating wen i see the meter rise.

so nevertheless...i still get my i.c (there goes my rm7 for cab)

so i went to work

didnt think anything that would interest me that would happen i happily step into the monorail


and it struck me



walking slowmo( slowmo is my brain effect)armed with a leather bag,natural make up, puma shoes, v shape hoodies that goes all the way to her thigh concealing her short pants, went inside the monorai land standing next to me (thro she turn her back on me X) )

she is not hot type,but those crazy fantasy u hav on a chibi girl with mature n seductive face and got enough ass and tit to burn.still dun understand?the one u want to bring to bed with u.yes,that fantasy oh btw, great legs as well, i think that y she wear short pants. i think i can even hear her whisper 'i know you want me' cauz she kinda talk to herself but jus lips moving (kinda sexy but later,annoying) but of course it's my brain playing games with me

so immediately i look at the guys around her.all of them felt very uneasy (yea it's fun watching ppl's reaction more than her actually) one actually trying to impress her by talking in various alien language,alien because i couldnt understand a single word of japanese he say!he keep repeating a sentence which i think it sounds like this 'anata tabeli des ka?bla bla bla...demo klcc segoii des se ne??' (hav u eaten..bla bla..but klcc is reli great rite?) n later he change to whatever english accent n it sounds plastic (that means damn fake)

i am annoyed,but at the same time it's fucking funny

then there is this guy who keeps staring at her like he just saw juon, or jun jun hahahahh!! scary scary.....

one gentleman offer her seats

one guy keep smiling at her, n suddenly he looks at me n frown


WTTTFFF??

n his frown spells 'she is mine,dun touch her' LOL(i think)

whatever la....then she drop the same station as i do,bukit bintang

i do notice however,the more i see her the more lil defects she has in her,so in the end she is just like,u know,nothing to brag about if she is ur gf kinda thing.n i kinda felt stupid getting anxious n uneasy all the sudden just for a girl so fuck it




ah...another day full of suprises,i wonder what the LORD had in mind for me today XD

played gears of war while i was bathing


i was goin to bath so i pause the game(the sound will go silent when u pause it) and went into the bathroom.so as i was bathing i heard my game unpause and guns firing,so i took a sneak peek and saw my cat hitting the mouse with her paw...LOLOLOL

i quickly took my towel with my hair still full with shampoo and pause the game again,giving d.d a nice whack at the ass.hw the heck she became so mischief???


anyway yesterday and today the aircon still broke down in my office...n it feels like in a gym..........

answer my call wen i was calling miki at home


at first i thought she answered it n sleep cauz i heard alot of noise behind as if she is rolling around,then i heard a meow,n noise again
later i comfirm with miki that she was actually at the computer. she heard her phone ring n died later so she though it was a miss call.

so after gatherting evidence i finally concluded that she did answer the phone,out of curiousity i guess.

heck she can even open n knock the door like any human does
pic of her wen i first adopted her
    

         


july 19th my dog c.c was lost and we spend 3 days looking for her thoughout the apartment,but in vain

july 22nd,i got a knock on the door that might be the knock that bring the deepest sorrow in my life.it was my neighbour telling me that they found my dog downstairs n might hav been involve in a car accident


my mind was blank.....i went downstairs n saw c.c trembles in fear,no flesh wound but it seems she cant walk.so we carry her to the nearest vet but he says the dog needed an xray to knw what's goin on.so we went to the jln gasing vet hospital and hav her x rayed...

to my despair,the vet told me that her lower body was crushed,and therefore all senses are gone in the lower body.plus,her bladder was also crushed leaving her to be unable to control her bladder.she was paralyze and would suffer enormous pain to actually get her be in ok condition,n that would leave the vet no choice but to put her down....

i spend 30 min with c.c alone,telling her it would be ok n that i love her very much,n that she will always be my 1st dog in my life.the pain n sorrow was unbearable n even as i type this i can feel my tears was about to burst out.

before the vet inject the overdose,she take a last look at me




thank you for all the care n love,master




that was what i felt wen she look at me...


Oh where oh were could my baby be,The lord took her away from me......She's gone to heaven so I've got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.....

my heart was playing this song as she died on my arm.....



i see u in heaven baby...

haven blog in awhile( that is very long hahaha)

mostly cauz my CD decided to go back his hometown for a month (that is france btw) so i had to handle EVERYTHING!
been having sleepless nights worrying what did i forgot to do or follow up.

it was hell,hell yea

plus my boss is relaunching SPACE so...more workk.....i am goin to faint..can i just say i got H1N1 and rest for a month???

anyway waiting for photos ,so next entry would b on graduation,cosfest and no man land july


song of the month: do you remember love

yea yea i know,i haven been posting for a very very long time liou. Himawari alredi bug me this mornign so yea...it time hhahaha

been really in a bad month today maybe cauz god of bad luck decided to be my fren for a lil while. i lost my wallet( god i felt like i lost everything) with all my atm,ic bla bla...membership card bla bla...n RM150,yea so basiclly u all get the idea.i lost everything hahahah.

and my parents alredi knocking on my door forcing me to go back hometown...n yea so i went back...knwing it's a trap hahaha.went back the 1st thing is to get scolding for my hair,bla bla....u get the idea...yea i know,they miss me LOL.well it wasnt all bad,my parent isnt all bad. they bring me to eat unlimited good food and let me loose alil bit.

one day my dad suddenly hand over a phone n say 'nah,for you'

IT'S AN IPHONE!!!!OMGGIYYHDWEBFUERGYRTHGIRDTGHYTRUHGUTGTIGTIRGHTIG!!!!!!!

n i say 'Thanks dad!'

n he look me in the eyes n say.......son













that is a fake iphone from china,i was jus playing a prank on you
with a big wide smile he walk away.....leaving me speechless...yeap,that's my dad...(in case u didnt knw,he owns a few phone shops)

well that closes the ipoh arc.....

another bad luck i had was my company's menu printing.the cost came up to 300 over n i had to pay it n claim it later,n i still haven got it so i am very very broke and worry if i could finish my dw6 in time.thankfully dei bought my pvc for me(thanks alot dei!!) and i can start my costume immediately.


alrite for the main event.....NO MAN LAND


that was last month yes i knw i am late

came late about 7.45(event start at 7pm) by monorail.traffic is horrible . i went in immediately n start preparing. the crowd is not much that time.only by 8.30 the club was packed with girls.it odd to hav so lil guys in one place filled with girls.the only guys were there are me,2 floor manager,2 waiter,mc and pr..so 7 guys(except for hairstylist). there are free manicure,hairdo,make up and even massage.meet a very very pretty and sweet girl Alexis there.hope i see you again in this month no man land X3

after some time the mc came and make girls their day.i remember one sentense hhe said that get alot of applause and cheer


Girls today at no man land u leave ur bf back at home and enjoy yourself tonite!!

and

all of your pretty girls here is all single today at no man land!

err..i think i let the picture do the talking

hairstylist from miko




sense and style make up artist in action


this is our man of the hour,mc raj


psst..can i get ur number?...


move move shake shake...contestant in dancing mode with mc for the dancing game


coat me all sugar..someone 's in lovey dovey mode


and the winner gets a bacardi lemon!



 
                                                                                                  that is the guy PR if u r wondering what's a guy doin in the pic

      tanya,my ex housemate gf,i am suprise to see her there

ok i guess that it,thro despite my finance is dropping like hell bottom i still get to pull thro,thank the Lord for that,i guess He really does provide,no?hahaha...see u all next month

i got another dream in the morning.......

i will not go into details as it's abit ero LOL(stop ur imagination!) but it's has my pr in it n it's a very short one thro...mayb few minute in dream time?hahaha

ussually i will be happy on friday but definatly not today as i cant wear casual for my work today...arhhhhhh....my new admin manager has been opressing us citizen like a new mayor introducing new city plans n new taxs! nt jus that i cant even eat together with everyone as diffrent department has diffrent time of lunch time.....arhhhhh

to mayke it worst i got a stomach ache ughhh...hope it get better later...

on the good side,...

i finally got my GUNDAM SENKI LOST WAR CHRONICLE PS2 GAME!
i think it's a must play for all gundam fans,esspecially OYW fan. this 2002 game put most halfassed recent gundam games to shame.this game has a unique touch of street fun element and hardcore realistic gameplay.u wun hav ur gundam goin against hordes of zakus like gundam musou 2,but u hav a 1st hand experince of shiro amada and his 08th ms team,guriella fights! no more zillions of phew phew n laying waste at an army of gm.this game take player back to where gundam is a mobile suit,a machine not a hero or kratos in god of war.it's control is also complicated,making it more hard to handle a ms

after so long i had nightmare again..the 1st since i moved in. i wonder is it because of the weather today at dawn.woke up by the sound of thunder and i checked my phone

4.56am.....hopefully the rain stop when i am going to work,and i slept back

i was in my home backyard(my ipoh house that is) ,not alone,but cant remember who is it.been told the house has been abandoned since my family moved,n somehow been changed to a horror amusement park house.it's a nightmare so everything is scary,even asumement park house,or even my own house...went quietly with my fren to the back door. saw my 2 lovely dogs (in ipoh) there.was somehow sad cauz i felt they hav been abandoned since my family moved.went in thro the back door and the game begins.moving skeletons(like the one u see in silent hill the movie in the nurse puppet scene), puzzles that require all the same symbols to be pushed in(indiana jones?lol)and constantly been chase by a figure.

it ended n somehow my family came in and everything was ok..no moving skeleton or bla bla...n somehow...SOMEHOW

GUKI WAS THERE LOL 0_0
n i suddenly cried cauz of how my family adandon the dogs(dun ask y,i dunno either...it's a dream remember) in my storeroom,guki was there too LOL


anyway i woke up late...shitttttt

another rainy day

last weekend has been a DMCed weekend for me,and also tiring

got my costume on last thursday frm deidara and other accesories somewhere on the weekdays.

on saturday i woke up at 9.40am and called elan to come over,as expected she also jus woke up hahhaha.
anyway we took quite awhile to reach tropicana city as we keep getting lost but anyhow,i changed immediately when i reached there
took me almost an hour to put on everything. Dei and zymz are already in their costume so i hurried up n join them

not much of 'wah' or 'walao weeei' but alot of stares and scared kids LOL.but anyhow i am really impressed that me , dei and zymz is able to form the complete dmc band member in jus a month or so of preparation of costume and skit.definatly proud of the team

anyway it wasnt long till the comp starts at 3pm. we were the 2nd team and we,9gem as negishi and beatbox as kiva went up rocking the stage.decided not to waste the time we went for a small photoshooting attended by ice cream(who went lost in midway) ,cikgu and dai's fren.thanks for shooting.saw my fren brian(my ex college mate) working for the games hideout booth.result announced and yeah!we got 1st!

soon after that i changed and went to find brian to hav a quick chat,and end up playing street fighter 4 LOL and eat my a&w which i tapau wen i was goin to tropicana city.then elan fetched me back and i finished my 'grindhouse:planet terror 'movie which i watched halfway while waiting for elan in the morning.

next day i woke up same time and called elan,and she just woke up again hahaha.this time i get to finish movie 'taken' which length 1 hour and 40 minutes before she came.this time dei was jus doin his make up as guki help him wen i reached.i changed immediately but as expected there is more stares and scared kids wen i am changing in the bathroom right up to the event area.i fixed my wing this time as it keep felling off on saturday.this time,we hav guki as manager and omg 9gems in maid costume 0_0 i was stunned for a minute wen i saw that.

the comp starts n we r the 4th to present.as usual we rock the stage with satsugai and end it up with manager's 'rm1.5k drag' of krauser the 2nd.i changed immediately after that as i was hungry (elan tapau subway for both) and bored.hang around the cosplay area chatting and playing till result announcment.

Yeah!we won again...9gem went too happy n grab me(lol chill chill) and zymzs getting add rm1k for herself.everyone was in a happy mode.guki throw up as she was feeling uncomfortable and we went to wendy's to eat.soon after that me n elan had to leave 1st as she was rushing for her curfew.reached home and my flu struck me again...got too tired n past out in my bed while i rest.woke up at 3am n found out my dog was chewing on my glasses!arhhhhh...lucky no harm done jus a few scrashes on the leg.went back to sleep and woke up at 9.30am for woek

ah,monday blues...cant wait for another rocking weekend again XD

this is a bad post so anyone looking for a positive post dun read







weekend wasnt great.hahahah




on saturday nite i had to overnite at elan house together with snake,hima and hanzo as they went to singapore for an event. The singapore trip didnt really ended well either.woke up at 12pm due to tiredness and starting to prepare for photoshoot.On the way it was raining so it was kinda first sign of the bad day.


reached there about 3.40pm and the rain stopped. Greeted with complains, sarcastic remarks and dissatisfactory faces. it's ok it was my fault to begin with.chibi was already in her costume as well as kilmasis.They took their individual shoots already while waiting.Mika camera was out of battery by the time i came so which mean left with one camera which is elan camera.i immediately changed,ignoring those negative remark as it would affect me and ruin the whole project. tried to stay as positive as possible.

Thanks to chris for make up,elan for the camera,hanzo for the photography,snake for the video,hiro and mk for night photography, hima for..err..just being there LOL ,mika,da,kilmasis and chibi for bein tian zi for the day. the preparation took a longer time than i expected so we get to shoot about 5.30pm like that. thankfully the sun is still good. shoot till 8.30pm together with the video shooting. As i expected the tanglong is really nice and brighten up the view of the night shoot.Everyone was tired and almost fatigue

after the shoot we went for red cliff part 2 at pavilion. after that me n snake chat till almost 6am n sleep.woke up with a headache at 1.40pm.i think i over exceeded myself on sunday.

at 4.30am i had a hard time sleeping and went outside to sleep..n then i heard

you are dissapointing as usual...
you cant do anything right can u?
from the start,u can nvr lead nor do anything right
you would end up in failure or dissapointment
what makes you think u can lead now?
because you thought you changed?
because you been positive?

dream?passion??
you cant even realize ur dream since start what makes you think u can realize it now?
u put ur whole heart into scout when u r in form 5
looked what happened.....

you were isolated,rejected and whatever you did didnt matter in the end
you want to make a diffrence,
what makes you think u can?
do you think u r really positive?
but ppl still dun like you rite?
ppl still bein negative towards you
what diffrence does it make?



my old self continued on...
i heard my dog started to bark weirdly under the sofa......
i had to wake up



woke up at 7.30am,still tired,y headache is gone.
i heard birds singing indicating a new day

OT


hahaha...around noon he ask me to go in his room n he say this 'howzs is thi office' goin?hahaha...howzs dos you feel bein surrounded'er by girlz and babes huh?hahahaha'


came back n eat with guki . another tiring day.
tomoro is my company club UPSTAIRS relaunching
will be there to take picture as support photographer